- Is this a medication side effect?
- An MDS symptom?
- Something perfectly ordinary?
- My imagination?
- nausea from the Vidaza
- constipation from the Zofran that counters the nausea
- diarrhea from the laxative that counters the constipation
- skin irritation and shot-site itching from the Vidaza injections
- general fatigue during the shot cycle.
Lately it seems to me that my hair is thinning. Is it, really? After all, Vidaza is a form of chemotherapy, and chemo causes hair loss.
Lets' say it is thinning. Is that because of Vidaza or ordinary ageing?
Or is it not thinning?
My delightful spouse says it's not thinning. The hairline is merely receding in a normal fashion for a 61 year-old. Since she's the one who cuts my hair, we must give her opinion a certain validity. She knows the strands up-close-and-personal.
But, every time I brush it, I see less hair there.
On some level, I don't really care. Being bald wouldn't be the worst thing that could happen. (Although I'd be tempted to start shaving my head, which makes absolutely no sense; I haven't shaved my beard in 40-plus years on the grounds that it's too much hassle.)
But, it's the not knowing if this thinning hair is a side effect, a symptom or imaginary that bugs me. Or the
- itching
- pimply-bumps
- red marks
- diminished appetite
- sore feet
- memory lapses
- infant-like crankiness when tired
- generalized despair at sports results
- or a nearly uncontrolled urge to eat nothing but sweets.
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